I just want to curl up into a ball and make the world go away. I don't want to eat, to go to the mountains, to see the outside world. I just want the pain and sadness to go away. These are the worst days/nights. While I have friends and family, it does little to help the pain. I know I'm not the only person who has dealt with this kind of stuff, but on days like today, I feel like I am the only person in the world who feels this way. I feel like I am a burden to my friends and that I only cause them excess worry and stress. Which makes me feel worse. I try my best to hide my feelings from most everyone, but it gets hard sometimes.
*sigh*
Does this feeling ever, EVER end?
4 comments:
Yeah. It does. It sucks while it's there and feels like it'll never go away, but it does.
You aren't a burden to your family and friends hun. They love you, and are there for you.
Maybe what you need is to not hide your feelings. Maybe if you share them, you'll feel better faster.
Just know that you have people who care about you, whether they are right down the street, or a few states away ;)
Feel better Laura.
-Bri
My heart goes out to you. Just acknowledge your emotions instead of suppressing them. Realize life will have its ups & downs.
Your family & friends are there for you. Be straight with them. Otherwise, where would they know?
*Snuggle*
I can't say anuthing better then the folks above me. So I'll just tell you to hold on! We care about you!
That which does not kill me, makes me stronger. — Friedrich Nietzche
Just as all the other life challenging events have shaped you and made you stronger, this will too.
Hang in there and use your friends and family that what we are for.
Amy
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