I just want to curl up into a ball and make the world go away. I don't want to eat, to go to the mountains, to see the outside world. I just want the pain and sadness to go away. These are the worst days/nights. While I have friends and family, it does little to help the pain. I know I'm not the only person who has dealt with this kind of stuff, but on days like today, I feel like I am the only person in the world who feels this way. I feel like I am a burden to my friends and that I only cause them excess worry and stress. Which makes me feel worse. I try my best to hide my feelings from most everyone, but it gets hard sometimes.
*sigh*
Does this feeling ever, EVER end?
